Finished!

 I finished the mask. It's black and white checkered. Just think of Rorscharch's mask, and that's about how mine looks. It covers the whole head. Nate think it looks fine.

Now all I have to do is go outside, wear it, and observe the people's reaction. This going to be fun.

I'll post the results later.

Bored

Guys, I got so bored today I decided to go ahead and make a mask. You  know, one of those mask that covers the whole head. Yeah, I should be done in a few days. I got some of the materials.

Nate has gotten a little more money. I think he might have stolen. Or he sold drugs. Prostitution is unlikely. At least I hope he's not doing that. I'd feel terrible if he did that.

And all this would have been avoided if he just takes me home. My family must be worried sick about me. I keep asking him about taking me home but he just avoids the question.

He'll take me home. Eventually. I hope.

Damn

Sorry for not updating. I really am. You see, a little after I posted that last post, they decided to turn off our internet. It sucked so much. So Dia, sorry for not contacting you. Internet connection is a BITCH. It really is.

It won't even let me comment on other blogs, or that could be just the browser I am using.

Well, a couple of crazy things had happened. We had to go to another hotel, and it's not for the reasons you think. Um, Nate, he got mad at the manager and he punched the manager in the face. They were having some argument about the payment and such and Nate decided that he had enough, so he punched the manager. (Nate, I love you.) Then he got me and we got the hell out of there.

While I was at that old hotel, I walked around the town for a bit. Crazy shit just happened on one night. Seriously, I happened to see that Rake, some giant floating eye (I could feel it staring into my soul and judging me. For what, I don't know. I mean I stole some candy when I was little, and I'm stealing right now, but it's just food. It's a necessity.), some puppet-girl, and a small bluish boy. I have no idea why they were there in that abandoned warehouse, it was probably a meeting or something, but I got the fuck out of that area.

After that, I really don't know what happened. I was just back at the hotel, watching the television.

I wish I would stop zoning out so much. I also hope that me seeing those creatures won't mean that they're after me. I'm surprised the Rake didn't try to straight out murder me. 

I also wonder why it was looking judging me. It's not like I did anything terrible. I didn't!  Really! I didn't didn't didinl;'t didsn;'t dsoidn;tr do anuythindg bad.

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What am I now?

Doors. They show up sometimes. Unexpectedly. They appear out of nowhere.
We, Nate and I, would go back to our room and would find a door where it shouldn't be.
We don't stay in one place for too long. Always moving. Once a Door shows up, we move. Thanfully, this only happened to us twice. They were the reason for my lack of updates.

Are we Runners now?

Yes. Unwittingly, I am now a Runner.

Nate kidnapped me, and he's a Runner. That makes me a Runner.

People are probably wondering why I stay with him, why I don't run away.

He is my friend. That is why I don't flee from him. Besides, even if I were to flee, where would I go? I don't even know where I'm at. I also don't have the means to getting back home. I can't drive a car. Call the police? I'd rather not do that. Who knows what monsterous beings might attack once we get caught and put into a cell (Nate for kidnapping, and me for probably stealing).


Food is hard to get when one does not have money. Sometimes I would walk into a store, hungry, and the food was within reach. I would grab something; a candy bar, tin of fish, chips, or a box of cookies. I would hide it somewhere and then I would leave the store, hoping that no one catches me. I would make sure that no one is watching and quickly dart out the door.

I was caught a few times. Sometimes the clerks were generous, other times they were not.
It's bad to shoplift at a certain store once one gets caught. That is why I never shoplift twice in the row in one particular store. Less easy to get caught.

While I do appreciate the kind clerks, a part of me feels as if the only reason they help is because they know I owe them.


We're staying at another hotel. Nate has money, but it's not that much. The Manager is mad that we haven't payed on time.

Nate says we might have to sleep on the streets. I really hope it doesn't come to that.

Memory

It's foggy. I can barely remember yesterday or the week before. I remember it eventually but it takes more work than it should to remember something that happened not too long ago.

There's some sort of mental wall in my head and I have to keep breaking it to get to my memories. It makes my head hurt.

My body feels foreign. I am a foreigner in my own body. Nate said I spent most of yesterday, either staring at the wall or laughing while I looked at my hands. Either way, he said that I was unresponsive.

I used to stare off for a long time and not respond. I didn't even know that they were there.

I'm so hungry. Nate says he has to save money so that we can stay in the hotel and not end up on the streets.

I'm Back B****es

So, I really have no idea what the fuck happened to me. Must have zoned out for a long time, didn't I? Anyways, I'm tired as fuck, and hungry. Dammit. Yesterday was Thanksgiving and I missed it. I wanna eat some turkey.

Hey Nate posted on my blog. I knew I should have put a password on my laptop. Get your own blog Nate. This bitch is mine.

Sorry if I made any of you peeps worried. Peeps. Oh, how I love those delicious peeps. With their marshmellowly goodness. So hungry right now.

I can't really remember what I did while I was gone. I walked around for a bit, and sat down for a bit. I think I slept under one of those highway bridges.

I do remember seeing a hobo fight of a raccoon for some trash food.

Damn, still hungry. I missed out on Thanksgiving. I is a sad person now.

Dammit

Kobalos, it has almost been three days and you still haven't come back. If you've walked through one of those doors I swear I'll make you regret it. I punched a monster-child in the face for crying outloud. I'm probably going to have to give that kid a feast. He must be hungry right now.