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Confuses me. I'll get used to it. Blast, I'm behind on everyone's blog. I really mean it.

Nothing big happened these couple of weeks, other than the fact that Alexis's stalker is sort of a creep and morally ambiguous. Who side is he on? He seems to be working for Slendy, but at the same time, he tried to warn Alexis about staying away from him. Nice advice.

I'm getting better. I can eat well now. And I can laugh. We're all fine and dandy right now. We're doing nothing but chilling because it's summer break. Yippee.

Return

I don't see the point. I know Alexis wants me to write, but I don't really feel like doing it. I haven't much motivation to do anything. I try to eat, but I lack the appetite. Eating just makes me want to throw up. My sleeping has been alright though. I have been getting a lot of sleep.

They're just going to leave anyways.

I hate so much. Myself. Hate hate hate. It's just hate and nothingness. Heh, I am nothing. No, I will become nothing. Null. People will forget about my existence, and once everyone forgets, it would be as if I have never existed.

I am tired. There's really nothing for me to write about, since I really didn't do anything. Nothing but sleeping. I do fall asleep at odd places though. I'll be sleeping on the couch, and then the next thing I know I'm sleeping in the bathtub.

My whole family is dead but...it feels unreal. I just want to curl up and escape.

Tired.

Well, here's a crappy return post. Hopefully the next one will be better.

They're gone. Gone. He knew and he took me away because they were already gone.

--MURDER--

Blood. I'd thought that all the blood would be cleaned up but there was still some splatter on the floor. Arms. Computer.

They were torn to shreds while I was at school. All of them. My mommy, daddy, brothers. They all died.

Arm burns.

Red.

Why didn't nate tell me?

So much red


why did he keep it from me?

red on my arms

Nate knew, so he took me away.

burning red

He did it to protect me.

so much red flowing on my arm

He was only trying to help.

Existence feels fuzzy.

He was only looking out for me.

Disappearing.

Hooray

Nate's taking me back home. Yay. Yet, why is it that whenever I look at his face, he seems so sad? Don't be sad Nate. I'll explain to my family how you just wanted to protect me and how nice you were to me. I'm sure they'll understand eventually. I will also visit you. Can't have you walking through a Door.

I will also help out Alexis as much as I can.

We leave tomorrow.

I believe the trip might take me a week or so, so I won't be able to update. Not like I update much to begin with. Damn internet problems. I just got it back on and I already have to leave.

Seriously, apparently a lot of shit happened while the internet was down. Ethereal, I have no idea what the fuck happened to him, or if he is even still alive. I really hope he is alive. Dia got fucked over again. Poor gal. She really doesn't deserve that.

So, there you have it. Nothing important happened while my internet was gone. Well, not that I know of.

Alexishasacrushonproxiehunter.

:)

Long Nails Hurt

I finally said hi to the girl. I didn't have my mask on, so I wouldn't be kicked again.
She was sitting on the ground when I approached her. I asked her why she was on the floor. She didn't answer. I asked her what her name was and she still didn't answer.

I sat with her and introduced myself as Kobalos. I then told her that I was the one she kicked in the shins.

She tried to move away from me but I quickly grabbed her wrist. I told her I didn't want to hurt her, which probably wasn't the best thing to say now that I think about it.

She started scratching my arms. She has long nails. 0_0 They hurt.

I told her I wasn't a proxy and that she has to believe me. I told her that I was just like her and that she should join me.

She didn't believe me and kept scratching me. I think I have scars now.

She wanted to know why I was wearing a mask and why I was following her.

I said it was because I'm very eccentric and that I was also concerned for her.

She stopped fighting and looked at me. She would join me, but if I was lying then she'll make me regret it. She's one scary little girl.

She's with Nate now. I wish she would tell me her name.

She also has her own blog. She says she's going to update it in a bit.

Oh, her name's Alexis. She such a cute gal.

Found Her

It seems as if the girl I had posted about not too long ago has returned. She appears befundled. I would approach her but I don't want to get kicked in the shins again. Then again she probably won't remember me without my mask on. I'm going to approach her. I'll record what happened later. Oh, I am at some cafe place. It's a hotspot. ~See ya later. ;)

 I met a girl today. A small young girl. Her hair was red and it went below her shoulders. The state of her clothes indicated that she was a runaway. There were a lot of tears in her clothing, and they were dirty. She was dirty. I haven't gotten her name, for she ran away from me. Actually, she kicked me really hard in the shins, then ran away.

Note to self; do not approach a runaway while wearing a mask.

I wonder if she thought I was a proxy. Why do they think that? It's not like I go around, harming others, and spouting out cryptic shit because I follow some Metus (or whatever you people call them.) If I spout out cryptic shit, I spout it just for the hell of it, and I also suck at speaking.

Well, I'm going to try and find her.